People are just temporary... They are just illusion

So...
Friends.. what are they?
"I will always have your back!"
we all have heard this at least once
Then where do you go when i need you the most?
leaving me alone and you  moving forward..
As if it was nothing
wow..
but you know what you didnt surprise me because
after a point i realized no one on the  earth is my friend..
What the fuck did i  do that you are leaving me behind
and moving on..
You forgot all i did for you as if those took me a second do
I made new friends i didnt forget you..
I ignored some for your's sake.
And now you dont want to be my friend..
I dont blame you i blame myself for believing you that you will   stay with me in hard times
but "LOL" on me
I believed you.
You are just like all of those people back there
Temporary.. I keep all of your secrets
You showed me. that i cant believe anyone and no one is my friend.
I was the only one fucking person who had your back when everyone turned their back away from you..
Do you remember those?
no how would you?
Because you were blind and you are still

Yeah obviously you wont never read it and if you do you wont care..
Fuck your own ego :)
You will never mind someone like me
I repeat never
Peace!