bruh typing on this keyboard is so much fun the sound it more fun to type on it sometimes i think i should start writting blogs just to  make myself feel better i know i cant have some available for me everytime i suffer or feel sad there is no one fixed in your life to help you thats how it is sometimes you gotta suffer alone you gotta get used it and accept it because reality is hard and you havwe to accept it there is no other choose  i wanna have a  good wife i am not sure if i will one the way i want i feel like i will get someone random with no similarity and thats how it willl end  i lose hopes someetimes  adult rabiit might return soon just to make you feel free thats the only way out no is there to  read it except for you  and you read the old stuffs and realized you were suffering but you got bettter and you are here now you will be i nthe futurue better and stronger self its funny i am typing on my browser at 3:40 because i am not sure how i will i am liking the clickiness and tyyping is making me feel better i wish i didnt have to face it now but  or maybe ever its hard harder than i thought because you need somebody to hea;l you there is so much to share but so less time to share and less words that are spokenm its 3:35 i will like i am drunk beecause i have so much feeling inside me and i cant speak about it everyday every time i feel better its fun doing this its not that bad i am having fun 

Well i am back after 2 years because things didn't get different not the same i had been happy between it was good experience but i  wanna right to myself publicly and i don't want anyone to know this like a personal diary to me online public i am just letting it out 

because its the only way i can feel free about myself 

there are more stories 
I am not sure i wanna sleep because i don't feel sleepy i have all day to sleep tomorrow i don't wanna play games i wanna do something better and greater 

Most importantly i wanna speak up again but i cant i don't wanna feel anxious 
Its not same as 2015 or 2017 when things were difficult to handle but maybe we keep our demands but we are human after all. 
 Thanks to the keyboard i feel better typing it out  might give it a one more type again who knows i wanna keep typing but at this point this is getting late  and i should be in bed by now