Wednesday, 15 May 2019

What Am i doing? I really dont know

Well i don't even know do i  ever had a viewer? 
i just post to leave stuffs out of my mind anonymously 
BUT EVEN IF YOU GO THROUGH 
YOU WILL FIND GRAMMAR MISTAKES ALOT OF IT AND MISSING PRONUNCIATION 
BUT I THINK YOU SHOULD READ IT THE FULL OF IT 
IN SHA ALLAH YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED 


Life give you lemon ? make lemonade...
but how am i supposed to ? 

i dont even know if the lemon is good... 
i dont even know if is that lemon going to last forever?
EVERY POINT OF LIFE 
THE PEOPLE ARE CHANGING, ITS EITHER YOU OR THEM, OR MAYBE THEY ARE LEAVING. WHERE ARE THEY NOW? YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THEM...
ARE THEY DONE WITH STUDY? ARE THEY ARE THE SAME COUNTRY? 
I KNOW I MIGHT HAVE SAID A LOT OF THEM ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE 
OR MAYBE THEY SAID BUT IT THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN THAT WE ARE NOT GOING TO MEET AGAIN?

AND THER ARE PEOPLE COMING BACK FOR NO REASON NO CLUE NO SYMBOL 
SAYING "YO BRO I M BACK" 
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? WHY DID YOU DO THIS? 
YOU GOT NO ANSWER 
BECAUSE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WANT TO TELL YOU 

I  REALLY WANT TO BE POPULAR ALL AROUND I GO TO BUT SOMETIMES IT S JUST A DREAM AND IT IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE TRUE 
LEMONS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LEMONADE SOME LEMONS ARE TO BE EATEN RAW 
I GOT A  BAD GRADE IN ENGLISH 
AND THATS WHY I LEFT BLOGGING THINGS WHY AM I DOING SOMETHING THAT 
IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HELP ME ANY WHERE

I JUST LEAVE MESSAGE TO MYSELF 
BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT? 
YOU ARE THE BEST ADVISER FOR YOUR OWN 
NO ONE CAN HELP YOU THE SAME WAY YOU CAN. YOU KNOW THAT THAT'S WHY YOU DON'T OR TAKE ANYONE'S MOTIVATION 

RATHER THAN MOTIVATING OTHER DO IT FOR YOURSELF THAT WOULD HELP ALOT. YOU JUST LOST HOPE ON A FACT THAT THIS WONT WORK 
YOU MIGHT NOT REMEMBER WHAT ITS ABOUT "DT" JUST A HINT 
AND YEAH DONT FORGET ABOUT THAT
ITS JUST YOU WANT TO BE GOOD AT EVERYTHING BUT YOU CAN'T 
NO BODY CANT 
BECAUSE YOU DONT HAVE THAT MUCH OF A TIME 
NO BODY DOES 
SOMETIME HAS TO MUCH TIME TO DO THAT WHICH IS THE ONLY REASON THEY DO IT GOOD OR MAYBE BETTER THAN YOU 
YOU ARE JUST A SMARTASS KID 
WHO CANNOT SHOW SYMPATHY FOR OWN'S LIFE 
YOU JUST NEED TO BE INTO IT
ONCE YOU GET THE HANG OF IT 
YOU GOT IT 

JUST DONT LET IT GO UNLESS YOU WANT TO 
THERE IS NO ONE WHO CANT STOP YOU OTHER THAN ALLAH 
BUT HE HAS NO BAD INTENTION FOR YOU 
IF THE WHOLE WORLDS EVEN HATE YOU 
HE WILL BE THE ONE WHO STILL ACCEPT EVERY REQUEST YOU HAVE 
BECAUSE HE CREATED YOU 
HE LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU DESERVE MAYBE AND ONE DAY YOU WILL HAVE TO REALIZE THAT ANYWAY 

BUT DONT GIVE UP ON YOURSELF 
LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT HAS SO MUCH TO OVER 
SAME GOES FOR PEOPLE 
THERE MIGHT BE HATERS 
BUT THEY ARE ALSO YOUR FAN, SOMETIMES JEALOUS, TIMES ANNOYED

JUST REMEMBER YOU BELIEVE SOMETHING
YOU CAN PROVE IT BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHATS RIGHT FOR YOU 
YOU ARE THE SMARTEST FOR YOU 

LOVE SOMEONE, BUT SOMETIMES ITS NOT TO BE FOR YOU. 
SHE IS WITH SOMEONE
MAYBE HAPPY TOO 
ITS HARD TO REALIZE THAT REALLY HARD 
I WISH I WOULD BE FRIEND WITH HER BUT STILL CAN'T 
MAYBE BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE 
I STILL DONT HAVE THE ANSWER HOW TO LET IT KNOW 
BUT MAYBE YOU WILL DO  NOW OR ONCE 
OR MAYBE HAVE HER 
ITS THE ALMIGHTY'S  WISH 
BUT STILL SHE IS BEAUTIFUL AND SHE IS SOMETHING SPECIAL YOU BELIEVE 

YOU ARE SOMETIMES THE ONE WHO IS LEFT FOR WHICH YOU CANT IT NOW 
YES, NOTHING TO DO ABOUT IT, ITS SOMETHING ELSE..
SOME STUFFS DOESNT CHANGE DOES IT? 
10 YEARS STILL THE SAME SHYNESS 
DONT KNOW ABOUT FUTURE 

GOT SOME STUFFS FROM THE PARENTS 
MAYBE DO IT ANONYMOUSLY  BUT STILL DOING THE SAME 

SOMETIMES ARE THE SKILLS WHICH YOU NEEDED TO EARN ONCE BUT LATE AGAIN 
NOTHING TO DO 
YOU NEED TO WORK WITH THE ONE YOU GOT 
A LOT OF TIME HAS PASS 
DOING THIS 
ABOUT 10 MINUTES? SINCE I RIGHT WRITTING? 

LISTEN BROTHER 
MAYBE YOU WILL NEVER READ IT 
YOU WILL FEEL ASHAMED YOU WILL BE LIKE 
"SHIT THOSE ENGLISH ERROR"
DONT BE AFRAID TO READ BE YOURSELF 

YOU ARE BEING AFRAID ALREADY 
BUT THIS GUY? KNOW YOU THE BEST 
MAYBE YOU ARE SAID NOW 
BUT YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE SOME GOOD TIME COMING SOON 
LIFE HAS A MUCH TO OFFER GOOD AND BAD AND WEIRD SOMETIMES 


AND YOU SAY "IN SHA ALLAH" "ALLAH WILL DO IT FOR ME" 
BUT DID YOU EVER DID SOMETHING AFTER SAYING IN SHA ALLAH? 
YOU ARE USING IT AS A EXCUSE SOMETIMES 


BUT YOU CANT STOP IT FROM HAPPENING
BUT YOU CAN STOP LOSING HOPE (NOT EXPECTATION, "REMEMBER: "EXPECT NOTHING AND YOU WONT BE DISAPPOINTED," THE FAVORITE QUOTE OF YOUR LIFE"
JUST BELIEVE THINGS WILL BE BETTER 

AND ITS THE WORST DAY TILL NOW, NOT OF LIFE






YOU MIGHT BE WONDERING
WHOM AM I INDICATING IT TO 
ITS ME MY OWNSELF 
I MIGHT NEVER READ THIS 
BUT STILL.. 
AND REMEMBER YOU ARE THE BEST 
AND YOU CAN DO ANYTHING 
JUST KEEP BELIEVE IN YOURSELF 
AND HOLD ON YOURSELF