Sometimes You need to talk to yourself
Reason?
You know yourself the best
no one knows you the way you know yourself.. Think about this
you live in your body no one does
Stop asking people for solution
because you are the only person who knows you stop asking whats wrong with me any idea
ask yourself why this is happening
You know the Answer

its been almost 5 years since i didnt visit it
And Today i will...
Entering the door which we left behind 5 years ago..
Watching the surrounding..
And just saying wow.. not because it is beautiful because you have no one you.
Well those  kids and Seniors those were there have left
Teachers has grown old and  doesnt come so often they used.
Their students are replacing them
Asking "Where is Mr.John?"
"Mr.John?" with a very appal, as if he never hard this name..
"Oh that white guy? He doesnt  take class here"
Meeting 2 people of your own taking classes out here now..
The Place is not as bright looking as it was.
its more a store room stored with junks..
Relationship are no more..
its commercial as before
Can See a pic of us in a Conner
But Nothing is as it supposed to be  

Entering the room..
Knowing there will be no one you know properly. Heart start beating like hell, watching people speaking fluent in their accent, making  me feel more dumb and Hopeless..
Will be adapt to this?
Teacher talking in both fluently... Asking Question in my language was a bit awkward for me. I find it difficult to make friends around. There were people from different spaces.
it was frustrating  and awkward..
Going in and coming about alone waiting for non.. everyone with their own squad...
This went on and on i did made a few friends anyway. And After a year i started loving that place and it didn't make me feel awkward nor made me frustrated. But this Makes me more depressed that This was the last time things will be like this.
No more going to that same  room doing class with that same people things will start to change.
We are adapting to changes but the more we grow the more we understand things and more we miss those moments in a great  quantity.
Took me a long time to adapt to that but now that adaption is no longer needed because things were about to change right now...